My sketchbook is full of oodles of random images of my imagination...and poems.
Im gonna try to updates some serious work i have from my porfolio.yeahh....

My sketchbook is full of oodles of random images of my imagination...and poems.
Im gonna try to updates some serious work i have from my porfolio.yeahh....

well since my last enrty was very depressing, thought i might just ramble a bit...but it's waaaay to early for me to think of anything intelligent to say...i'll give it a try.well to start off there has been alot of drama/stuff around me that i haven't been able to sumbit much off my art commisions ...well among other things like A) my old comp is giving me trouble B) school in general C)lack of sleep. so my zombie mode is jammed to autopilot. yeah it's been a very rough week, but i'm trying to make the best of it so far. Just keeping away from the outside world seems to calm me down a bit. but my phone keeps ringing like crazy reminding me every minute of a mistake i made. The funny part is that i dont' regret it. And those few who know what i did, know that the guy had it coming.
ANYWAYS... to end on a good note, i'ma be eploading new/old stuff as soon as i can :3

This month has been full of bad news, a) i didn't get the scholarship that i was working really hard for b)I found out that my anemia is gradually getting worse, thus medical bills are pilling ontop which c) is why i don't have my dream car yet. and theres d) one of my very few friends died last week, and i was the last to know.
his family new it would devastate me, so when i recieved the news i felt as if some one had kicked me in the stomach.
I've learned to cope with death, but not like this.
I know crying is not going to bring him back, and that isolating myself is not going to make things better.
hugs and nostalgia has only made the feeling numb.
just thinking that the last words i said to him where not enough.

es muy estresante estar en la escuela y eh estado muy enferma por mucho tiempo. pero todavia tengo muchas ideas que me gustaria poner pero mi compu esta actuando...